Sunday, June 3, 2012

Against the wind...

If anything, cycling is a very humbling sport. You can feel great and ride strong one day, and fall flat the next day. Heck, you can even feel great on a single ride for a solid 30 minutes, and then find yourself suddenly riding solo, against the wind, wondering why the heck you (I) ever even thought this sport was so great to begin with.

Jane Van Hof, Katie Whidden, and myself at the finish. 
I had a good weekend in Frankenmuth, riding a road race with some really fun women. We made the best of the cold, rainy conditions and had a great race. I enjoyed myself, and took home 3rd in that final race as a Cat 4. For a race recap, click here. Taking the plunge I requested to upgrade to Cat 3 and it was approved. Tuesday Night Ride, I decided to hit the A group again, and see how long I could hang with them. It was very windy, and a very fast pace out to Smokey Hollow. I did well and was in front of the group for the ride out there. When ole Smokey came up, though, I realized I had nothing left to climb that hill at the pace everyone was hitting. Well, this being no stranger to me, I headed out to regroup with them. Shortly after regrouping, I was dropped again on the long, gradual climb just past the lighthouse. I pedaled my ass off trying to catch back on, but knew I had a snowball's chance in hell as I was riding into a headwind. I lost sight of them after the Eimen Rd climb. After they crested the hill, they were long gone. I look around and see no one ahead of me or behind me and I am out pretty far. There is a strong headwind beating down on me and I launched into a huge pity party for myself. I was swearing up a storm and talking out loud to myself. I just did NOT want to ride all the way back home alone. Again. Just as I wiped the last tear away and told myself to harden the f up, I came upon a rider who had a flat tire, and who was just finishing up fixing it. I skidded to a stop, relieved to have at least one person to help ride back, and shortly after two others came up who were behind me. Now we were four, and I was grinning ear to ear. We had a great ride into town, fighting the wind together like cyclists do. 

Onto West Branch Road Race. It was again cold and rainy. I was nervous about doing a 44 mile hilly course as my first Cat 3 race. I had Bridget with me again, who is a great climber. I set out to do what I could to help her. I was feeling preetty good. Then I wasn't. I couldn't climb those hills the way the others were and got dropped at mile 13. There were just ahead, so I didn't give up and tried again to catch back on.  Chasing being too familiar, I decided to pretend for awhile that I had attacked, and was going as hard as I could to win. Not able to fool myself for very long, I kept chasing as I had them in sight until the long climb right before the finish line. They attacked on that climb, and set up to go around for the next loop. As I rolled through, I tossed around the idea if I should quit or do the next lap alone. Nate Shuff from the Hagerty U-25 team was also dropped as he was having knee issues, so we decided to at least rally each other for the last loop. I figured it was at the least a good training ride, if not a good life lesson to finish what you start. So, almost deja-vu like, there I was again, far out without anyone to ride back with in the wind. This time there was no one for me to draft off of though, so I did harden up and battled it out alone. I am proud to say Bridget did awesome and got 1st place. I had plenty of time to think during those 22 miles and was trying to send her winning vibes from where I was. I think it may have worked! Great job Bridget! One other woman dropped out of the race,  and we didn't have a big field to start with, so I ended up with 5th. 

Next weekend is Mt. Pleasant, a nice, flat course. If it isn't rainy or windy I don't think I will know how to ride. 

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